癸丑大概也能猜出来这件事情的前因后果。所以也没有对楚君唯过于心狠手辣。
楚君唯知道,自己和唐砂,再也回不到从前了。
问自己后悔吗?其实不后悔不是吗?自己本来就是一个人绝情之人,以前是,现在是,以后更是。
唐砂,只是……意外罢了。
她亲手拔掉自己的软肋,从此以后,将无坚不催。
楚君唯最后看了眼唐砂紧掩的门扉,转身离去。
这一刻的唐砂觉得自己真的很失败,又很无奈。
自己以为,自己可以不在乎任何的利益。自己以为自己可以随心所欲,不在乎任何不想在乎的东西。
可是慢慢的,自己从一个人融入到了世界。开始和世界上的人产生联系。
人只要生活在这个世界上,说是孤独的谁是一个人。其实没有谁是一个人,也没有人能够自始至终,只做一个人。
这几天,她很开心。
之后,癸丑发现唐砂沉默了一些。跟在她身边的时候,也会显得不像以前那样轻松。
这天,叶悬渊给唐砂来了一封信。
唐砂看这封信足足看了半个时辰。
之后忽然像是想开了,又变得和以前一样。癸丑不禁好奇,那封信上到底写了些什么。
像他这么高傲人设的人,怎么会去求别人把信拿个自己看呢?
唐砂时不时都把叶悬渊这些年寄给她的信拿出开看。
她心疼开始的时候自己居然还烧了几封。
叶悬渊在信里告诉她,士兵们对新来的粮食很满意。
他告诉她,无论有多少人在她身边走走停停。他愿意一直走在她身旁。
他告诉她,无论遇到多么令人难过的事情,只要笑一笑,就会忘记。
他还告诉了她很多很多。唐砂身为一个常年和别人讲鸡汤的人,何尝看不出来这些就是鸡汤。还特毒的那种。 可是因为是叶悬渊写的,随以她喝得甘之如饴。
叶悬渊是害怕她太过自责,所以写信来安慰她。叶悬渊可能也知道这件事可能和楚君唯有关,所以才想告诉她,世界上自始至终,都还有一个人会陪着她到最后。
唐砂在笑了之后,忽然觉得叶悬渊说得其实有点道理。自己居然什么时候也变得这么矫情了。
过去的事情都把它埋在心底,不是说要忘记,而是让它不会遮挡住自己生命的光。
……
楚君唯的行动算是成功了一半,可是令摩兰和黄夹钟没想到的事,居然他们还有着源源不断的粮食供应。
当然他们自己这边,也因为西戎的支援渡过了困境。
黄夹钟不相信事叶悬渊有这么大本事,一边顾忌这边的战争,一边还要去处理粮草的问题。
又是那个唐砂吗?
可是他没有想到的是,叶悬渊从一年多前就开始在准备了。
“那个唐砂真的是不能留。”黄夹钟眼里闪过一抹凶光。
上次因为自己粮草的那个问题,自己暗中干掉了不少自己的人。
剩下的人都是他完全信任的。
摩兰也是在思考。
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