作者有话要说：

5月2日：

存稿箱君曰：

本章的诗歌，来自于泰戈尔的《最后的星期集》。

s. 咦明天就是200章了吗时间过得真快啊。。。

我猜大家一看这种出没在正文上方的作者有话说，大概就会猜到本章会有配乐君突然来袭！【什么鬼

本章的配乐，来自于jennifer hudson在s-m-a-s-h里唱的歌i can't let go。

以作者菌的尿性，选择这首歌当然一是因为它旋律好听，二是因为它的歌词意味深长。。。

大概的意思就是说妹子死心啦，你想要重新开始，可是我的心难以忘怀以前受过的伤什么的。。。

they say nothing lasts forever

ell, i ish that that ere true

'cause this achingmy heart on'taay

they sing, everything must change,

they say that time ill see you through

ell, i've listened and i've aited for that day

but i akeith this anger

and the ain on't letbe

and the □□ile i share

is only there for sho

if i hangto this heartache

thensoul ill notfree

so i kee trying

but i just cannot let go

i can't let go

oh, i needto remind me

i can't let go

oh, i just reeat the ast

and though your arms are saying yes

i feelheart kee saying no

i antlove you but i can't let go

i havelive through bad beginnings

and i've seen unhay ends

so i close the book

before the story starts

i'm just a itnessmy lifetime

and i'm a strangermy friends

i'm a trafficker

of broke and damaged hearts

no, you askto start over

but it's easier said than done